sliding.....

i feel like i'm sliding into a low point again. i hate it. i had to tell someone "no" when i really didnt want to. my back looks like it's finally getting better but it has taken it's toll on me. i'm tired a lot. I've been forgetting to take my meds and i'm feeling the impact. i'm staying up late, not doing anything then sleeping a lot during the day or fighting sleep during the day, rising late in the mornings. waking up in the middle of the night. i'm trying to get back into a regular cycle for my meds. my back is getting better, slowly. but the slide is coming. i'm fighting it, but it's difficult. gotta stop the slide. don't really want to be around anyone, but i'm trying to remain "chipper" or at least appear to be. fight, fight, fight. :) edit - 16 Nov Crap! my hunger isn't the same now. for the last two days now i haven't been really hungry. hopefully, it will be a short term thing.